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Tomorrow start school,

Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 6:22 PM

Haluu peeps (: tomorrow start school already huh.. ITE Clementi here i come. hehee. Gonna have new friends, new teachers, new everything. Tomorrow finish school @ 5.30pm. There will be alot of things going on in school tomorrow. Got orientation briefing and lots more. Hopefully tomorrow will be a good start for all the first year students. Tomorrow going to school with Syaf and Wati. But tomorrow my father will send us to school. I miss my friends, my classmates. Now we all seperated. Hopefully teachers day we will meet again (: I met a new friend on msn. His name is Firdaus. He's a friendly, sweet, caring guy. But he's attached and I'm attached so we could just be friends (: Today he's out with his gurl. He say he will text me when he reach home. So now I'll just have to wait for him to text and nas to text me when he reach s'pore. Tu pon if he msg. I'm soo bored now. Nas still at m'sia, firdaus go out with his gf. No one to text. Now currently chatting with my cousin, wani. This coming Wednesday is my 11 months with Nasrun. I dunnoe whether we can last long but i want to. We had many2 fights. I couldn't bear to handle the fights anymore. Now he doesn't trust me. I want to check his phone he don't let. He must be hiding something from me. We both aren't in the same school already and he couldn't take care of me. I don't think we could meet each other everyday already. Both of us will finish different timings. I'll be missing him. I don't think there will be fights cause we not in the same school and we could only talk on the phone at night. Hope Firdaus is enjoying being with his girlfriend now while I'm at home waiting for my boyf to reach home. Although me and Firdaus very rapat, I still advice him to take care of his gf. Yup. I am very close with Firdaus. He's like a brother to me (: A guy who cheers me up when I'm sad. I'll meet him soon i guess. If i got the time luh cause I finish school 5pm. Dunno whether he can wait for me at woodlands. If cannot nevermind. Some other day we can meet. I won't feel lonely anymore even if me and my boyf fight. Firdaus is there to accompany me. He always makes me smile. But my boyf comes first. I wish he could understand how i feel when he's mad at me. 5 days he don't want to talk to me. He even change his wallpaper. So i changed mine too. I couldn't tell him how i feel cause he wouldn't listen. So i just shut my mouth and listen to whatever he says. He didn't even wear the ring he bought for me and himself. But i still wear it. I don't noe whats making him like this. I don't dare ask him. He will surel say,"Nothing." That's why i don't bother to ask. haish.. I don't noe whats happening to our relationship. I'll just have to endure it. K la ii think that's all for today. I'll try to update tomorrow okiie. byeee (: