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Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 4:03 PM

Thank You hubby !

Haluu peeps! hehee.sorry for not updating my blog for soo long yar. Lazy to on the laptop uh. hehee. Well, last Saturday was my 16th birthday. I celebrated at my grandma's house. I got a present from my aunt. hehee.I got 3 care bears but different colours of course. hehe. Then today, i get a big present from my hubby. Its sooo cute luh. The snoopy that he gave me has a heart which says I Love You. awwww. sweet luh my hubby. even the wrapping paper says i love you forever. Hubby !!!, THANK YOU SOOO MUCH !! I LOVE YOU FOREVER MY HUBBY !! I will never let you go or even leave you cyg. This is the first time my boyfriend gave me a present. Lagi2 damn cute. Now i'm waiting for hubby to reply my msg. Lame btol nk tunggu. tkpe luh ehk. just be patience mimi. I sad you know just now hubby never layan me. he layan sikit2 jerr. haish. at least after skool nas layan jgk. I feel like in class i have no one to talk to. If talk to hubby, well, i let him layan his friends. tkkn i want him to layan me only. i make it fair laa ehk. Now in skool, hubby dun want sit with me already. :'( somore, i cnnt close to him sangat already :'( This isn't the way i want it to be. After someone tegur nas jek, all these things happen. I mean, of course he can layan his friends but i am not a statue and i'm also not Invincible. Starting from today,wherever i go, i feel like i'm invincible. That's why i feel like crying but my eyes just watery. i try controlling my tears. I too need someone to talk to me or layan me. When it was FT period, ikaa saw my tears dripping off my eyes. She pity me. But i say to her, "what cn i do rite." All i cn do now is to love him,trust him, always make him happy, take care of him and just love him till we get married. I just.... dun want to be invincible to my friends anymore. I care for all my friends. If u guys cn understand me, i just dun wan me and nasrun to be like last time. We hardly talked to each other. and i dun want it to happen again. I want tohave a happily ever after with nasrun. He is my everything, mylife. I would me a NOBODY without him. I truly love him sooo much. I cant missed a day without talking to him on the phone. I care for ALL of you guys who are my friends. I really cant survive without him. My Nasrun and my friends who are the only person that can make me happy or smile. I just wanna say sorry to u my friends , if i've done many mistakes to u. I am very sorry.

Friday, September 4, 2009 @ 10:18 AM

Haluuuu people !

Now i'm in the comp lab yaw !. Sitting beside me is my hubby :D We are having CPA lessons. Today get report book but teacher never come siaa. alamak !!! hhahahaa. Very boring laaa. the comp sooo DAMN lagged seiii.. haiyoyo!!! heheeheh. Tomorrow i want order Pizza hut so buke can eat Pizza ^.^ wakakaka. Next week already N- level . Scary tau. hheh. And, and, next Saturday is my birthday . Yay !!!!!!! And, and, this Sunday is my 7 month Anniversary with Nasrun :D. YES !!!!!! hehehe. Saaaayaaaang Nasrun sgt2. He's mine. :D Gonna last long with him forever. I will never leave or let him go. I promise to love him forever no matter what happens. I lovee him sooo very the much2 or many2 ^.^ Everybody in the comp lab all concentrate seii. hahahaa. But noisy a little bit luh. Alif and Singh playing game. Bby searching for songs. After this is recess time. We lepak2 je. then after recess is 2 periods of maths. Confirm must do worksheet one. hehehehe. Very the mendak. :P Tomorrw don't know going out or not. Tomorrow got tuition in the morning at 10am till 12pm. K la i think thats all. I'll update some other time aites. byeeee :)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 3:10 PM

I Love You Nasrun !

Haluu peeps :)

Today is a school holiday because its Teachers Day. I'm really bored at home. I got nothing to do except serve the net. Want to call hubby, my prepaid want to low already. left $8++. sway laa. tomorrow then i top-up my prepaid. sad seii today never get to meet hubby. haish. what a day. I really don't know what to do now besides updating my blog. i miss my Nasrun luh. this coming Sunday is our 7 month anniversary. YAY!! hahaa. but i don't know whether i want to follow my parents go JB or not. like lazy uh. Next Monday is already the start of our N-level exam. scary luh. I want my bby to be with me. I'm tooo bored already. I want to go to my cousins house but raining lak. haiyaa.. Maybe around this week we will get our report book. I wonder how many points i get for my prelim. heehe. But i count myself i get 7 points and hubby get 6 points. After all, he's smarter than me. heh. But he says that if he did'nt get the course he want, he would go into the course that i'm going in. so thats good. We could meet each other everyday. He even could sent me home or even take me from home. Well, lets talk bout yesterday. Yesterday was Teachers Day celebration. We celebrated in class and it was fun. haha. very kecoh. (: even our form teacher was happy though he was upset with our class. Well, don't care bout that. hehe. Then around 12pm like that, we went to the hall to watch the performance and some of the ex students standing outside the hall watching the performance. and i saw HIM. okay. when i say him, i feel like i miss him but i can't cause i have my own one already. And i don't think i should miss him cause that day, he say to me that we end here. So fine. I don't care. But don't ever look at me. Whatever. Yesterday after school, the band name My Rose My Distortion, which was my band, played for some of the teachers. they played Dance, Dance by fall out boy. I saw Indra singing too. haha. And while on our way home, Khai ask me whether i want to join their group and then i said,"YES". hubby was extremely happy cause i was in. hehee. I think i will be singing. But i could follow them to go jamming after N-levels only. Even my mother allow me to join their band. hehe.. I Love you Mama ! :D and not to forget, I love you Nasrun, sooo much ^.^ hehe. k la. i think thats all for today. I will try to update again tomorrow alrites :). byeee :)

Loving Nasrun Forever ^.^